love is a weird thing....

a few things happened last weekend which made me realize that love is a weird thing indeed... it is always unexpected... hits u from the opposite direction...

let's start with the good experience 1st... hehehe... to protect the respective individual's privacy and identity, i'll be switching back and forth between the "he"s and the "she"s... hahhaa... something i learned from my dad! kekeke...

last weekend, 2 friends from National Service called me. haven't heard from them in such a long time! it was so good to hear from them. just talking to them made me feel that i'm so blessed to have friends who love and care for me... even though we've only spent time together for 3 months during NS =D i miss all my friends in NS. i do miss the life there at times, but if u were to ask me to go back there.... hmmmm.... i'm not so sure... haha!!!

with the good story taken care of, we'll move on to the not so good one... talkin about how weird love is... it really blows my mind. to have a friend who says she loves and cares for u, but in a split second, he can just forget everything and act so coldly towards u... makes no sense at all! a friendship of more than 10 years can just vanish in a twinkling of an eye. after all these years of standing up for her, defending him when everyone talks bad about her, trusting in him when everyone tells me not to... everything i believed in her as a person was just a lie. the person that i believed him to be was just a phony. i feel like i don't even know her anymore. was anything ever true...?

obviously, when it happned, i did feel hatred towards him. but after it subsided, i felt sad...disappointed. after all she did, he didn't even say she was sorry. there was no sense of guilt nor regret nor sorrow for what she did. instead, the only response that i received was one which was cold, blunt, harsh and unreasonable. i guess that's what disappoints me the most.... =(

life is like that, isn't it... throws u off-track many a times... all these just reminds us that the only constant thing in our life is God! His unfailing love... which we don't deserve at all... so it is true....


love is a weird thing....