love is a weird thing....

a few things happened last weekend which made me realize that love is a weird thing indeed... it is always unexpected... hits u from the opposite direction...

let's start with the good experience 1st... hehehe... to protect the respective individual's privacy and identity, i'll be switching back and forth between the "he"s and the "she"s... hahhaa... something i learned from my dad! kekeke...

last weekend, 2 friends from National Service called me. haven't heard from them in such a long time! it was so good to hear from them. just talking to them made me feel that i'm so blessed to have friends who love and care for me... even though we've only spent time together for 3 months during NS =D i miss all my friends in NS. i do miss the life there at times, but if u were to ask me to go back there.... hmmmm.... i'm not so sure... haha!!!

with the good story taken care of, we'll move on to the not so good one... talkin about how weird love is... it really blows my mind. to have a friend who says she loves and cares for u, but in a split second, he can just forget everything and act so coldly towards u... makes no sense at all! a friendship of more than 10 years can just vanish in a twinkling of an eye. after all these years of standing up for her, defending him when everyone talks bad about her, trusting in him when everyone tells me not to... everything i believed in her as a person was just a lie. the person that i believed him to be was just a phony. i feel like i don't even know her anymore. was anything ever true...?

obviously, when it happned, i did feel hatred towards him. but after it subsided, i felt sad...disappointed. after all she did, he didn't even say she was sorry. there was no sense of guilt nor regret nor sorrow for what she did. instead, the only response that i received was one which was cold, blunt, harsh and unreasonable. i guess that's what disappoints me the most.... =(

life is like that, isn't it... throws u off-track many a times... all these just reminds us that the only constant thing in our life is God! His unfailing love... which we don't deserve at all... so it is true....


love is a weird thing....

happy birthday jane my dear!!!

Happy birthday Jane!!! hehe... we're old dy lor... have a fun day tomorrow with ah cheng yar... next year only we celebrate together. don't worry... you just enjoy urself with him tomorrow! muakssss.....




it's been a long time since i last blogged... been... err... busy...! hehe... actually, mid august i had holidays. so i was back in seremban. and i don't bother blogging in seremban. the 1st week of holidays was Church Camp! was great! enjoyed it emensely. it was held in taiping. after church camp, we headed to penang for FOOD!!!! ahhh... heavenly. i really pigged out there! =D ah, the satisfaction...

2nd week of holidays... what did i do? i can't remember. the only thing i remember from that week was Anne, Josh and i going for camp reccee at Dusun Eko Resort in Bentong, Pahang. from there we moved up to Genting View Resort and then met Winne for dinner in Awana.

oh, now i remember!!! haha... 2nd week of holidays. one of the nights Josh cooked dinner for me! as my birthday pressie! hehehe... so nice! supposed to be a 3 course meal but we were too full by the end of the main dish! hehe... the menu was:

• Starters - Baked Seafood Mixture topped with yummy Mozzarella Cheese
• Main dish - Fish and Chips
• Thong Yuin

hehe... for the starters, i don't know what it's called, so i'm just simply naming it! =P kekeke.. all my fav! starters had mozzarella which is my fav cheese. main dish - chips. i always gian wanna eat chips ftom mcd's and thong yuin too... hahaha...

well, school has started and this is our short sem. that means only 2 months for cover everthing and finish all exams! THAT'S CRAZYYYYY!!! stressful lerrrr... 2 piano lessons per week plus Chamber Music Ensemble (CME) under Dr. P'ng (head of classical dept.)!!!! how freaky can this sem get??? well, at least i should be thankful that i'm not having Jury this sem, if not i don't think i would still be breathing right now! *phewwww*

hmmm, can't think of anything else to write dy... brain not functioning properly... hehe! see ya...

His Love...

awesome clip... from kenny again... =) thx kenny...